I must diaggree with you about Libra women, we are not all the same, I do not make quick decisions for very good reasons. I am a manager it has helped me to see that making quick decisions sometimes without thinking things through will cost you in the long run. I can make them if needed, but not always necessary, be careful what you say, my Aqua man and I do just fine together.

Anyway, I Initiated the conversation with her randomly, we never met before until that moment, but BOOM It was Instant chemistry! I kept teasing her playfully and making jokes about her nose piercing she played along with my cockiness, at first I was really seeking friendship with her, I didn’t find her my type of girls at first as I was always comparing her to my Gemini ex, but day by day I started feeling love coming and leaving It was unsteady, she always criticized me for being mysterious and not telling much about my emotions, I told her “believe me I SUCK AT THOSE THINGS! YOU WON’T LIKE THAT SIDE OF ME!” so mainly we aqua guys aren’t cold but somehow very ashamed of our emotions and afraid of getting rejected.

So one day she was there for me (it was on Valentines Day, which I told her don’t expect me to do anything on this day, and always was laughing at her romanticism but believe me when we do so It’s just DENIAL!) so It was then when I totally fell for her and I was sure this time of my feelings… that was after 4 months of meeting her, we used to fight a lot, I got distant when we did and she was the one that almost always made up with me, and I really appreciated it, and was one more reason to make me fall for her beside her great femininity, the problem Is whenever we guys fall In love we become so defensive and afraid to lose It, which we eventually do, so here comes the frustration that leads to abusive behavior (not physically abusive) but the little stalkings, so I stalked her online under a false profile and get to know that she didn’t feel anything for me, she only considered me as a friend, although she gave me ALL the signs that she felt something and always gave me h ints that she was attracted.

Moreover I realized that there was someone else In her life that she never told me about he’s a Cancer, she met him at work, but they weren’t together anymore but I understood that she still have feelings for him, so when I got all the info, I couldn’t bear the guilt and revealed who I really was and told her that I loved her (I know, I know) then It was the rage! she didn’t want to listen nor understand (Libras sense of JUSTICE) and once again my love was rejected as I feared which will anchor my solitude and emotional detachment more, she became very cold and hung up the phone while I was trying to explain and didn’t answer my calls or turn them back.

so It was then when I decided to let go, I sent her a farewell email, and nothing happened after that till she called me after a month but I didn’t answer, just sent a text with just a “?” In It afterward, she didn’t reply and nothing happened after that. I still pass by her and totally Ignore her as If we never knew each other before, believe me It hurts me more than anything, but it’s my choice, I still love her till this very moment.

I’ve been with other girls recently but I still want her back, I wont make the move, my pride was hurt more than anything when she told me “you aren’t the MAN I thought you were” that was what hurt me most, I wish her my best In life, she is so special to me, I will always love her from afar…